Little Cracks They Escalated

Why'd you have to go and leave? I have to know. I have to know. I know, I know it's been forever and I'm still here and I'm still hoping at the back of my mind I am hoping that it will be you and me. Still you and me. Silly. You and me -again. Just like before. At the core of my heart I know you've already gone. Far away. It's the back of my mind versus the core of my heart. No competition there. Just like you and me. We already know who lost in all of this. Whatever this is.
When will you ever learn? When will I ever learn? I think it's time I give this up. But I have to know why you really left. Cause you left me here. You left me here. In our dreams. In our memories. I live in our photographs. Should I just burn them? Someone start the fire for me. I can't seem to get myself to do it. 9 months. How long will this last?
So how are you now? I hope you're happy now. I'm tired of thinking about you now and how you should've been with me now.
I could've made you happy,you know?
Why didn't you let me?