I Wish I Were Deaf

Today I heard you call her name in your sleep.

Tell me again why I'm still here beside you?

If You Love Me Won't You Let Me Know?

Written August 29th 2008

You will always mean something to me.
Anything
Everything
Sit still in my heart and I'll take care of you
just let me.
Underneath the lies are smiles
Smiles that give me hope
Hope that I half-heartedly hold on to
Maybe you've changed
Maybe you're coming home to me
But lies will always be lies
And I can't wait for you to mean what you say
Say what you mean
But know this
Through it all
You are and you'll always be
That special boy to me
More than a father to our son
You were that boy. That boy who touched my soul
You'll always be that special boy to me
The one I loved with every bit of me
Remember tonight
Cause the stars bear witness to the hope that I have
That one day you'll reach out to touch me
and finally love me
Exactly,
infinitely like before
I know it's there
You just have to believe it too.