Come Home

Hello. I miss you.

I've been debating with myself whether or not I should just go and wrap my arms around you.

I'm afraid of rejection.

Of being rejected - time and time again.

If I do go ahead with the plan, should I expect anything from you?(Although I already know this well. I already know better.) Or should I just block everything else and live for and in that moment? If I do go ahead with it, won't I just want to wrap my arms you again and again and again? I just need to feel you, smell you, touch you... For once close that awkward gap between us. The same non-existent space from our golden days.

Should I?
Should I not?

If I don't, the yearning will soon paralyze me. Every time I close my eyes - there it is. The perfect scene. Yet every time I open my eyes - there you are. So near yet so unbelievably far away.

So should I?
Should I not?

Hello. I miss you.


Everyday.