20 Questions

I need to believe that I do not need you in my life.
And yet I do... Deep down I know that I do need you.

You have destroyed my faith in love, broke it into the tiniest of pieces..
But with every single piece I will rebuild that faith.
Give me time and I will rebuild that faith.
Because I know that I can once again find that faith.
Faith in Love.

Not an ounce of regret?
Not an ounce of pitty?

Never gave us a fighting chance.

Soldier down! Soldier down! Soldier down!
Yet you walked away


& left me for dead.





Say nothing, feel nothing.
But answer this:
How can you not love the mother of your child?


"...You kept on taking your time
Until it was certain I couldn't survive
Judas remained, you turned and fled
You left me for dead
And it didn't trouble your mind
It did not disturb you to see me decline
You turned out my lights
You put me to bed..."

*January 08, 2008